more integrity, less resistance, less resistance to losing themselves in the material without losing their integrity, more integrity to the what they are doing and themselves, doing the prework and wholistic work to recognise that the material requires less resistance, to remove the only real barrier that they would face, themselves. false boundaries, merchant class sensibilities, forced combination of risk adverse and risk seeking, forced together, uncomfortable tension, a compulsion, both aspects are aligned with mainstream jewishness, not finding comfort in the smooshing together, opposite poles of risk, doesn't seem settleable, it's a restlessness, seemingly opposite traits being smooshed together and it very clearly starkly doesn't fit together, doesn't mean its unhealthy, there is a kind of rhythm to it, it's never settled, like the talmud, the arguments are ongoing, that works really well for seeking out solutions to hungers of all kinds.exponential reward mechanism, the trait pays off so well. cultivating the greek idea of genius through less resitance. not giving up ground to enemies.